Mosquito trucks. They might be killing us all but as I sit on my front porch, breathing in the pesticides, I appreciate them as I swat at my blood sucking enemies. When I was little my mom used to make me come inside when the mosquito trucks came by so I wouldn’t breathe in the poison mosquito gas. Now that I’m an adult I’m allowed stay outside and breath it if I want.
so, 2 more days at home #1 before moving back to home #2. I hate that school starts when we should still be playing in sprinklers in our back yards but I also really like that I get to experience a little summer heat in Auburn… with family #2… ON MY NEW FRONT PORCH. I mean… it’s just going to be incredible. But, we all know Huntsville is my first true love and you know what they say about first loves. I can’t forget this place and no matter the fact that I equally love Auburn in different ways and for different reasons… it’s hard to leave. I will miss the NASA channel and Stearn’s and the smells of cows when I go to target. And of course, Southwood. Sigh. But that’s enough of that. I can’t wait for Big Blue and Town Creek and Haley Center and Gnu’s Room.
Speaking of Southwood, my first Sunday back in the States we sang this song. It’s called “O, Help My Unbelief” [not to be confused with the Red Mountain version of Help My Unbelief…. different song.] It’s also on the new Indelible Grace: Wake Thy Slumbering Children, which, on a different note… what a great album name, right? Here are verses 1 and 3.
How sad our state by nature is!
Our sin, how deep it stains!
And Satan binds our captive minds
Fast in his slavish chains
But there’s a voice of sov’reign grace,
Sounds from the sacred word:
“O, ye despairing sinners come,
And trust upon the Lord.”
Stretch out Thine arm, victorious King,
My reigning sins subdue;
Drive the old dragon from his seat,
With all his hellish crew.
A guilty, weak, and helpless worm,
On thy kind arms I fall;
Be thou my strength and righteousness,
My Jesus, and my all.
I heard a sermon a couple of years ago on the discipline of singing that said that God is so Good and True and Real and we are so limited by our speech that the only way to mend the disconnect is with the mystics of poetry and music. I think that is really true. And the language of this song just resonates with my soul. You can listen to it here and I hope it stirs you in the same way.
This is a hodgepodge. I wish I had awesome pictures to show you like meg but this is all for now.